My dreams are the worst I've ever had. Images of the Winter Soldier fold in on each other. I see things I forgot happened... Like a door unlocking in my mind. Torture, Slaughter and training others in their use. So much horror. I wake up vomiting, and don't feel much better afterwards. My bad dreams linger...but I wouldn't expect anything else...
[ indie 616/mcu bucky barnes. read appropriate pages before asking to RP. ]
{ natasha watched him leave the general presence with a hint of despair, clearly alexi had noticed— grabbing her arm, he harshly mumbled into her ear ”we need to talk”. he knows. now, she was thankful for james leaving. he won’t endure the pain again. }
“of course, mr barnes. you must get going, it sounds urgent if more important than dinner with the founder.”
{ she spoke, raising her eyebrows to james, hoping that he would understand the importance of him leaving now. maybe he would figure that he knows just by the glare she gave. }
{ he stopped in his step at the sight of several guards by the door, his hands clenching the tissue and other things that littered his pockets. this wasn’t good. he was in a lot of trouble, and had no way of getting out of it }
“ —-… I suppose if I’m needed here, I could stay. It’s nothing that I can’t do later”
{ and he was shoved back down into the chair. james gave a heavy sigh, straightening out the dress robes that he had been given, and tapping his fingers off of the table. }